I am Alive

What I cannot share, I hide

What I cannot hide, spreads rumours

With every thought, time flies

To clouds of suspicious memories

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Words tossed up, hurled into the sky

Striking at the stars and making them fall

With wavering startles and dimness.

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This is how thoughts come to me

Flashes of memories, dry hot blows of pain

With sudden numbness in between

To let me know I am alive.